I am so thankful that I have a God that loves me through all my faults. He see's my weakness and he doesn't discard me...He pushes me to be what He knows I can be. He doesn't laugh or mockingly joke about the stupid or ashamed. He doesn't judge me or anyone else. He feels sadness that we can find all these faults in ourselves and others but he would never say those are true. He would encourage us to move on. To be better but not forget who we are. I may not be the most intelligent person, I may not be the fastest nor prettiest but (excuse my language) dammit I am beautiful, I am intelligent and I can run as fast as HE wants me too! I am graceful, beautiful and a respectable person in his eyes and no one can change that!
I have been trying so hard to be that respectable woman, to be a good wife and good friend and a good daughter but goodness in this worlds eyes I will never achieve that goal. All I can do is carry on my desire and Gods desire to serve people. To give my all to them even if they don't see it. Eventually they will and I don't expect anything back from anyone I ever help, pray for or even give to. I just want to know that I in myself can be that person. That loving behind the seen person! I can be what God calls me to be!
Thank you God for understanding me in my weakness's and strengths. You amaze me each and every day. I love you and I am working towards being more like you.
